“But I miss him.”
“So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, then drop it.”
- Eat Pray Love
I’ve been wallowing. I’ve been engulfed in being the girl without a father, a survivor after a tragic loss, the only lonely daughter in the world. I’m tired of being a survivor. I want to be alive.
I love you, Dad. I miss you more than anything.
But it's time to start breathing again.
So proud of you for reaching this point. But, yeah, you're right. Sometimes it is time to drop it. There will still be points where you need to just cry and wallow, over the years, but it becomes a lot easier to live life when it doesn't follow you every second of the day. Love you, sweetie, good luck with it!
ReplyDeleteThanks Meg! I appreciate all the support you've given me throughout this whole process.
ReplyDeleteYou'll always miss him hun! That only shows what a great dad he was. But he would want you to go on about your life. I know it's hard but it does get a little bit easier. There will be times when it just hits you and cry so hard but afterward you feel better! The hurt never goes away but it does get easier.
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