Surgery:
I'm not going forward with the surgery right now. After meeting with the therapist and thinking about some of the questions she posed to me I don't really think this is the time to take this on. I need to deal with the issues on my plate first and not add to them.
I hadn't thought about exactly how much change and upheaval I've experienced in the last year. So many things contributing to a heaping load of stress. Starting a new career. Moving to a new state. Getting married. Going back to college while working. Losing my father. My grandfather being sick. Russell getting shipped to Iraq for 6 months. Mom all alone at home.
After thinking it over it just doesn't seem the time to have surgery and force another life altering event onto my plate.
School:
Four more days of class!!!! *squeeeee* Right now I'm holding onto a 90 average for my lecture tests and a 94 average on the labs. I need to get a high 90's score on last test in order to get an A (instead of an A-, which would just piss me off, lol.) Then I have a blissful month off of classes!!!! I'm going home on the 6th and then home again on the 1st of sept. to see Russell. Wheeeee...
That's why they have you see a therapist...definitely a good step to determine if it's right for you, if it's the right time for you and if you are doing it for the right reasons!! I support you always girl...you have a good head on your shoulders!!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jaime, I wrestled with it a while but I think this is the right thing for me to do.
ReplyDeleteI agree it's the right thing for you to do, love, but I also think it's a great idea to deal with some of the other stuff first. What's a few more months, one more year, when you really think about it?
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome hunny! When things calm down, you'll be in a much better place and ready for surgery! Then go revisit the option :)
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